Дод аз дасти хусури занмиҷоз!

Хусурам марди 50-сола бошад ҳам, ягон зарра одамгарӣ надорад. Аслан, ӯро инсон номидан хатост, зеро аз ҳайвон заррае фарқ намекунад. Ӯро чунон бад мебинам, ки ҳатто рӯяшро дидан намехоҳам. Шояд хонандагон ҳайрон шаванд, ки чаро ман дар бораи падари шавҳарам, ки ба ман ҳам ҳаққи падарӣ дорад, чунин суханони ноҷо гӯям.

Ин марди занмиҷоз аз рӯзи аввали ба остонаи хонааш қадам гузоштанам маро азоб медиҳад. Бо вуҷуди мард будан ҳамеша аз пуштам бадгӯйӣ карда мегардад. Бо гузашти чанд вақт мо келину хусур мисли сагу гурба шуда мондем. Падаршӯям сояи маро аз девор метарошаду ман аз они ӯро. Дашному ҳақоратҳояш ба дилам задаасту мехоҳам ба ҷое равам, ки дигар ҳеҷ гоҳ афти хунукашро набинам. Шавҳарам ҳамеша “сабр кун” мегӯяд, вале сабри сабилмонда ҳам ҳадду ҳудуд доштагист. охир! Келини чалфасу нокора мебудам, шояд аламам намекард, вале ягон айбу гуноҳ надорам.

Зулфия: Дод аз дасти шавҳари алкаш!

Ҳайрони ҳамин мӯйсафеди ношукрам, ки се вақт хўрокашро тайёр мекунам, оби таҳораташ ногуфта дар ҷояш омодаву либосҳояш ҳамеша тозаву озодаанд, вале боз ба ў чӣ намерасида бошад, ки ин қадар ҷони маро ба лабам меорад. Ба ҷойи раҳмат гуфтан ҳамеша бо суханҳои тундаш маро ба гиря оварда, нони мехӯрдаамро заҳри баданам мекунад.

Аз он метарсам, ки рӯзе косаи сабрам лабрез мегардаду ин мӯйсафеди морзабонро аз хонааш дафъ мекунам. Фарзандонаш ҳам аз дашному ҳақоратҳои мардаки беандеша ба ҷон расидаанд, вале ба хотири падар буданаш бо як азоб тоқат карда гаштаанд.

Ба хонандагони хирадманди сомонаи “Оила” ба он хотир муроҷиат кардам, ки ба ман маслиҳат диҳанд. Илтимос, ба ман роҳи дурустро нишон диҳед. Охир, ман ҳам одамам. То кай гапҳои нешдори падаршӯйи ғайбатчиамро аз забони ҳамсояҳо шунида, мисли ҳезуми тар дарун ба дарун сӯхта гардам?! Чӣ кор кунам?

Нафиса,

н. Варзоб

* * @param string $path * @return string */ public function hash($path) { return md5_file($path); } /** * Write the contents of a file. * * @param string $path * @param string $contents * @param bool $lock * @return int */ public function put($path, $contents, $lock = false) { return file_put_contents($path, $contents, $lock ? LOCK_EX : 0); } /** * Write the contents of a file, replacing it atomically if it already exists. * * @param string $path * @param string $content * @return void */ public function replace($path, $content) { // If the path already exists and is a symlink, get the real path... clearstatcache(true, $path); $path = realpath($path) ?: $path; $tempPath = tempnam(dirname($path), basename($path)); // Fix permissions of tempPath because `tempnam()` creates it with permissions set to 0600... chmod($tempPath, 0777 - umask());

"a:8:{s:6:"_token";s:40:"0KgVmbi6DDgeG5wbQledpInGJimzwhZj0vpCvnAT";s:11:"viewed_news";a:1:{i:0;i:3077;}s:10:"views_news";a:2:{i:0;i:15979;i:1;i:16128;}s:13:"banners_limit";a:9:{i:47;i:10000;i:48;i:10000;i:79;i:10000;i:80;i:10000;i:81;i:10000;i:82;i:10000;i:95;i:100000;i:97;i:10000;i:98;i:10000;}s:14:"viewed_banners";a:1:{s:7:"through";a:1:{s:10:"categories";a:3:{s:12:"before-views";a:1:{i:0;i:80;}s:15:"before-comments";a:1:{i:0;i:47;}s:13:"before-header";a:1:{i:0;i:79;}}}}s:12:"viewed_users";a:3:{i:80;i:1;i:47;i:1;i:79;i:1;}s:9:"_previous";a:1:{s:3:"url";s:49:"https://oila.tj/news/dod-az-dasti-khusuri-zanmioz";}s:6:"_flash";a:2:{s:3:"old";a:0:{}s:3:"new";a:0:{}}}"

/** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function read($sessionId) { if ($this->files->isFile($path = $this->path.'/'.$sessionId)) { if ($this->files->lastModified($path) >= Carbon::now()->subMinutes($this->minutes)->getTimestamp()) { return $this->files->sharedGet($path); } } return ''; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function write($sessionId, $data) { $this->files->put($this->path.'/'.$sessionId, $data, true); return true; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function destroy($sessionId) { $this->files->delete($this->path.'/'.$sessionId); return true; } /** * {@inheritdoc} */ public function gc($lifetime) { $files = Finder::create()

* * @param string $data * @return string */ protected function prepareForUnserialize($data) { return $data; } /** * Save the session data to storage. * * @return bool */ public function save() { $this->ageFlashData(); $this->handler->write($this->getId(), $this->prepareForStorage( serialize($this->attributes) )); $this->started = false; } /** * Prepare the serialized session data for storage. * * @param string $data * @return string */ protected function prepareForStorage($data) { return $data; } /** * Age the flash data for the session. * * @return void

if ($this->sessionConfigured()) { $this->storeCurrentUrl($request, $session); $this->addCookieToResponse($response, $session); } return $response; } /** * Perform any final actions for the request lifecycle. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\Response $response * @return void */ public function terminate($request, $response) { if ($this->sessionHandled && $this->sessionConfigured() && ! $this->usingCookieSessions()) { $this->manager->driver()->save(); } } /** * Start the session for the given request. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @return \Illuminate\Contracts\Session\Session */ protected function startSession(Request $request) { return tap($this->getSession($request), function ($session) use ($request) { $session->setRequestOnHandler($request); $session->start(); }); } /** * Get the session implementation from the manager.

* @return void */ protected function terminateMiddleware($request, $response) { $middlewares = $this->app->shouldSkipMiddleware() ? [] : array_merge( $this->gatherRouteMiddleware($request), $this->middleware ); foreach ($middlewares as $middleware) { if (! is_string($middleware)) { continue; } [$name] = $this->parseMiddleware($middleware); $instance = $this->app->make($name); if (method_exists($instance, 'terminate')) { $instance->terminate($request, $response); } } } /** * Gather the route middleware for the given request. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @return array */ protected function gatherRouteMiddleware($request) { if ($route = $request->route()) { return $this->router->gatherRouteMiddleware($route); } return []; } /**

Illuminate\Http\Request {#42#json: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#795} #convertedFiles: [] #userResolver: Closure($guard = null) {#685 …4} #routeResolver: Closure() {#684 …4} +attributes: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#44} +request: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#50} +query: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#50} +server: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ServerBag {#46} +files: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\FileBag {#47} +cookies: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\ParameterBag {#45} +headers: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\HeaderBag {#48} #content: "" #languages: null #charsets: null #encodings: null #acceptableContentTypes: array:1 [ 0 => "*/*" ] #pathInfo: "/news/dod-az-dasti-khusuri-zanmioz" #requestUri: "/news/dod-az-dasti-khusuri-zanmioz" #baseUrl: "" #basePath: null #method: "GET" #format: null #session: Illuminate\Session\Store {#808} #locale: null #defaultLocale: "en" -preferredFormat: null -isHostValid: true -isForwardedValid: true basePath: "" format: "html"}

*/ protected function dispatchToRouter() { return function ($request) { $this->app->instance('request', $request); return $this->router->dispatch($request); }; } /** * Call the terminate method on any terminable middleware. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Illuminate\Http\Response $response * @return void */ public function terminate($request, $response) { $this->terminateMiddleware($request, $response); $this->app->terminate(); } /** * Call the terminate method on any terminable middleware. * * @param \Illuminate\Http\Request $request * @param \Illuminate\Http\Response $response * @return void */ protected function terminateMiddleware($request, $response) { $middlewares = $this->app->shouldSkipMiddleware() ? [] : array_merge( $this->gatherRouteMiddleware($request), $this->middleware ); foreach ($middlewares as $middleware) { if (! is_string($middleware)) {

|-------------------------------------------------------------------------- | Run The Application |-------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | Once we have the application, we can handle the incoming request | through the kernel, and send the associated response back to | the client's browser allowing them to enjoy the creative | and wonderful application we have prepared for them. | */ $kernel = $app->make(Illuminate\Contracts\Http\Kernel::class); $response = $kernel->handle( $request = Illuminate\Http\Request::capture() ); $response->send(); $kernel->terminate($request, $response);

Environment & details:

GET Data empty

POST Data empty

Files empty

Cookies empty

Session empty

Server/Request Data

Key	Value
REDIRECT_REDIRECT_HTTPS	"on"
REDIRECT_REDIRECT_STATUS	"200"
REDIRECT_HTTPS	"on"
REDIRECT_STATUS	"200"
HTTPS	"on"
HTTP_HOST	"oila.tj"
HTTP_X_REAL_IP	"3.133.149.168"
HTTP_X_FORWARDED_FOR	"3.133.149.168, 3.133.149.168"
HTTP_CONNECTION	"close"
HTTP_ACCEPT_ENCODING	"gzip, br"
HTTP_CF_RAY	"87a3cc2eaa95223d-ORD"
HTTP_X_FORWARDED_PROTO	"https"
HTTP_CF_VISITOR	"{"scheme":"https"}"
HTTP_ACCEPT	"/"
HTTP_USER_AGENT	"Mozilla/5.0 AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko; compatible; ClaudeBot/1.0; [email protected])"
HTTP_CF_CONNECTING_IP	"3.133.149.168"
HTTP_CDN_LOOP	"cloudflare"
HTTP_CF_IPCOUNTRY	"US"
PATH	"/usr/local/sbin:/usr/local/bin:/usr/sbin:/usr/bin:/sbin:/bin"
SERVER_SIGNATURE	""
SERVER_SOFTWARE	"Apache/2.4.29 (Ubuntu) mod_fcgid/2.3.9 OpenSSL/1.1.1b"
SERVER_NAME	"oila.tj"
SERVER_ADDR	"159.69.212.205"
SERVER_PORT	"443"
REMOTE_ADDR	"159.69.212.205"
DOCUMENT_ROOT	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html"
REQUEST_SCHEME	"https"
CONTEXT_PREFIX	""
CONTEXT_DOCUMENT_ROOT	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html"
SERVER_ADMIN	"[email protected]"
SCRIPT_FILENAME	"/home/admin/web/oila.tj/public_html/public/site/index.php"
REMOTE_PORT	"54034"
REDIRECT_URL	"/public/site/news/dod-az-dasti-khusuri-zanmioz"
GATEWAY_INTERFACE	"CGI/1.1"
SERVER_PROTOCOL	"HTTP/1.0"
REQUEST_METHOD	"GET"
QUERY_STRING	""
REQUEST_URI	"/news/dod-az-dasti-khusuri-zanmioz"
SCRIPT_NAME	"/public/site/index.php"
PHP_SELF	"/public/site/index.php"
REQUEST_TIME_FLOAT	1714105408.197
REQUEST_TIME	1714105408
APP_NAME	"Oila"
APP_ENV	"production"
APP_KEY	"base64:Q+C3tYWc4Yy6vjIGgK+N8cqf2Z4zQ0mtsle7OL07p5c="
APP_URL	"https://oila.tj"
APP_DEBUG	"true"
DEBUGBAR_ENABLED	"false"
LOG_CHANNEL	"stack"
DB_CONNECTION	"mysql"
DB_PORT	"3306"
DB_HOST	"localhost"
DB_DATABASE	"admin_oila3"
DB_USERNAME	"admin_oila3"
DB_PASSWORD	"MnddU1FlVa"
BROADCAST_DRIVER	"log"
CACHE_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_LIFETIME	"3600"
QUEUE_DRIVER	"database"
REDIS_HOST	"127.0.0.1"
REDIS_PASSWORD	"null"
REDIS_PORT	"6379"
MAIL_DRIVER	"smtp"
MAIL_HOST	"smtp.mailtrap.io"
MAIL_PORT	"2525"
MAIL_USERNAME	"null"
MAIL_PASSWORD	"null"
MAIL_ENCRYPTION	"null"
PUSHER_APP_ID	""
PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
PUSHER_APP_SECRET	""
PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
MIX_PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
MIX_PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
LANGUAGES	"Таджитский,tg,1"
PROTOCOL	"https"

Environment Variables

Key	Value
APP_NAME	"Oila"
APP_ENV	"production"
APP_KEY	"base64:Q+C3tYWc4Yy6vjIGgK+N8cqf2Z4zQ0mtsle7OL07p5c="
APP_URL	"https://oila.tj"
APP_DEBUG	"true"
DEBUGBAR_ENABLED	"false"
LOG_CHANNEL	"stack"
DB_CONNECTION	"mysql"
DB_PORT	"3306"
DB_HOST	"localhost"
DB_DATABASE	"admin_oila3"
DB_USERNAME	"admin_oila3"
DB_PASSWORD	"MnddU1FlVa"
BROADCAST_DRIVER	"log"
CACHE_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_DRIVER	"file"
SESSION_LIFETIME	"3600"
QUEUE_DRIVER	"database"
REDIS_HOST	"127.0.0.1"
REDIS_PASSWORD	"null"
REDIS_PORT	"6379"
MAIL_DRIVER	"smtp"
MAIL_HOST	"smtp.mailtrap.io"
MAIL_PORT	"2525"
MAIL_USERNAME	"null"
MAIL_PASSWORD	"null"
MAIL_ENCRYPTION	"null"
PUSHER_APP_ID	""
PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
PUSHER_APP_SECRET	""
PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
MIX_PUSHER_APP_KEY	""
MIX_PUSHER_APP_CLUSTER	"mt1"
LANGUAGES	"Таджитский,tg,1"
PROTOCOL	"https"

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